lost again....

When I reached home this evening,my son told me that he lost his watch again,....what?lost?again?I shouted,again?He seem didn't feel any regret nor any sad ,but I for one,silent for few minutes,thinking about the watch ,I just bought in Singapore last Christmas,as a present for him, ,after his circumcised two weeks before,konon nak suruh dia simpan as a sentimental valuelah,ini jam yg mak aku beli,masa aku baru nak masuk alam dewasa..... the watch is just being less than I month old,and the worst part is,I not even receive the statement for the credit card (which I used to pay the watch...)wawawawawawaaaaaaaa.....mak hangin nih!!

I don't know how to teach him to love and appreciated thing,he feels nothing when he lost his belonging,I'm kinda sad of his attitude...(tapi I pun macam tu gak,is this inherited from me?).This is not the first watch he lost,but countless be it the expensive one not to mentioned the cheapo one..Ohhh...no , my poor baby....Barang2 lain jangan cerita lah.....wallet lagilah selalu hilang....aduh mak...

Although he is my only child,I didn't spoil him,with luxury ,I just buy thing,that I think is necessary for him and I teach him the value of money and the important of saving for the rainy days,but as a result,just now he said that-Mama,I think u don't earn enough salary,because I always cannot buy whatever I want,I suggest that u get help or ask donation from TV3,but mama,I think they won't help us,if they see we have this house and a car,right mama?

I feel sad.....but I quickly explain the whole scenario.I hope he understand.(Inilah padahnya,kalau berkawan dgn anak2 org kaya,(I mean his classmates)yg sebut jer nak apa,dapat...)

To my son,Life is not about being wealthy(its good if u have it though..(wink-wink)

be moderate....
hidup ini umpama sebuah pendakian,
teruslah mendaki,
tanpa ada rasa jemu dan lelah,
tanpa sedikit pon kau goyah,
usah kau menoleh kebelakang nak,
kelak kau payah,
tetapkan niatmu yang satu,
biar apupun rintangan,
kau pasti tiba jua ke puncak...
Gangguan adalah cubaan,
yang memusnahkan impian,
yang mengagalkan rancangan,
kerna kealpaan bakal memusnahkan,
Persetankan segala halangan,

Kau pasti berjaya...
kerna ibumu,tidak pernah jemu berdoa,
agar dirimu menjadi insan berjaya,
tanpa ada palitan noda....
Ingat nak,
bersusah dahulu itu lebih baik,
dari kau bersenang hari ini
lalu tersungkur dikemudian hari,
kerna kesannya tak tertanggung...

Salam Penuh Kasih Sayang,
Mama
16012008

Errr....Am I out of topic?heheheh,sorry teremosinal lak arini....