Happy annivessary

Tomorrow 30th JAN 2008,Is mark my 15th wedding annivessary...Pretty fast huh?If I think back,I could'nt believe that I 've been a wife for 15 years now....and with that I dedicated this poem to my dear hubby,whenever he reads this(I didn't know whether he aware about this blog or not....better not)

Yang,
Bagai mimpi kan
kita telah lalui hidup ini
sekian lama...
terasa,
bagai baru semalam kasih termerai...

Yang,
Tiada kata yang mampu lagi kuungkapkan
selain...
moga kasih ini abadi....


Terima Kasih atas segalanya
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Lelaki ini...
kutemui bagai mimpi
ku benci namun sering kurindui...
walau jauh aku lari
walau kemana aku pergi
namun dirinya tetap memburu diri..

Lelaki ini
bagai tercipta untuk diri ini
kerna
walau badai mengahampiri
walau onak berduri
dia jua kusayangi...

Nyatalah dia yang kucintai...
walau hati cuba membenci
Kerana keikhlasan budi
ketulusan hati,menyintai...

Terimakasih tuhan
atas tautan hati ini
aku tidak sendiri lagi,
hati ini terisi.
tidak kesunyian lagi...


Kini aku mengerti
cinta itu tidak datang sendiri
harus dibajai
diselami terus dari lubuk hati

Lelaki ini
Yang hadir dengan berbagai identiti,
sukar dimengerti,
tapi sukar jua kulepas pergi,
kerna kutahu hatinya kumiliki,
kerna tak sanggup kulepas pergi,
kerna tautan kasih ini...

Lelaki ini
yang berkongsi cerita sendu ini
yang memadu kasih ini
yang mengis ihati ini
akan terus kucintai...

Doaku agar kasih ini,
abadi..................

ReramaSalju
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Langkawi...here I am....

We stayed here:-


ERm...before I get started,I wanna to tell u guys that I 'm damn busy right now,but knowing u guys,who cant wait ...I try to sneak and find my valuable time to blog..ahaks!!





Langkawi...I think I've been there few times with my latest visit was 6-7 years ago...pretty long right? since my last visit.My other half popped the suggestion to revisit Langkawi,to celebrate my birthday and buy my wishing lists there.He even invite my parents and my sister to joint this holiday.Oooo well....orang memberi kita merasa kan?So What Can I say now is a big Thank You to dear hubby for this treat(Err I mean being financial support for this entire journey..full package lagi tuh)....moga bertambah rezeki and God Bless.





I will separate this Langkawi entry part by part ,if time permit.InsyaALLAH.





My last history visit:-





My feet touch down langkawi for the 1st time was in 1995.Just transit from KL,to Penang.Last time I had an urgent thing to be delivered to my customer in Sg.Petani,and the flight from KL to Penang was full.And that was my 1st experienced fly alone and on top of that I was in a B'ness Class woohooo...no choice ma!!!remember,all flight was full and it was an urgent matter??So boss said,whatever...as long as you can arrived on time...haha


Mak ai masa tu cheq muda belia lagi....dah 13 tawon tuhhhhhhhh.....how time flies kan?ghasa baru semalam peristiwa tu berlaku...





The 2nd one was with Rombongan UMNO..hahahah,fully sponsored by arwah Dato'haji Haidar Ali Syeikh Fazir,adik Tan Sri Kadir Syeikh Fazir we stayed to their family hotel ASEANA Resort in Pantai Chenang.(last time it was a small hotel jer...)Although it was rombongan UMNO,but half of the entire bus passengers was my family,be it my parents and siblings and my in laws family..What a memory..I still don't have kid then,so that must be in 1995 or 1996.








The 3rd one was bersama Rombongan Cik Kiah,which my untie was the organiser,We got to pay RM150 per head,and we stayed in the budget motel called MAWANZA...pretty bad I would say,but for RM150 is ok lah...Since I have a toddler then,I have to moved to other hotel which is Hotel Helang near airport so that easy for us to fly back to KL by plane,as I see its not easy to travel by ferry and bus with a kid in tow,furthermore the rombongan Cik Kiah will drop by to Padang Besar,so I gave up.Erm that was in the year of 1999 or 2000 I think.








The 4th one is also rombongan organised by my untie,as this time my son is growing up,so I have no problem to stay with the group.We stayed at Pekan Kuah near Bayview Hotel,I forgot the name,but Its kinda hostel type....boley laaa...hahahahaha..This should be in 2001 or 2002.


And all those trip mission was only shop till drop....





And this year in 2008.My hubby want it to be different from our previous visit schedules,He wants us to do more than shopping,like island hoping,cable car ,he even rent a boat for us to take a mangrove tour,its inclusive of eagle feeding,bat cave and many more...To say the truth..I'm happy to see my entire family happy...especially my parents...





To be continued...stay tune...


Aziah,I'll story about that nelayan rest,later k?

itchy palm...

Do you ever heard that itchy for right palm means you will get unexpected money,and itchy for left palm on the other hand means u will loss money?...in various way Off course...

Not that I'm strong believer of it,but a lot of time when this sign come....I feel very nervous or happy,depend on which hand is itchy.So far when this sign come 90 % of the money matters always come.Normally happen a few hours after the sign came...huhuhu....

My latest itchy was this morning,too bad it was my left palm,As a result....I lost my money by buying unexpected shirt for my son,and need to pay extra airline fares for my sister,as she couldn't make it to fly together with us this Friday morning to Legend Island,as I insisted she's joint our trip this time,so I have to pay for the change time flying fares...waaawaaa...so my total damaged today was RM270.00 pretty sad huh?

That's all peep,I pray hard that my right palm will get itchy soon,ahaks!!as my wishing list getting longer,so I Desperately need more RMRMRMRMRMR to fulfill my hunger...sound typical lady huh?

John Cena anyone????

I just returned from Sunway Piramid,buying my lunch,non other than my fav J-Co donuts and char kew teow.

Our main purpose to go there are to pay my Credit Card,at AEON pay centre there,and visit Mark and Spencer's new outlet.

When I reached there,I went insane,I wanna go there,here,there....feel that I wanna grab everything,I love everything at the first sight.You know,being X-tra size I am,its very difficult for me to get the outfit that really suit to my size,If have,the design is really for the fat people and very the yucks!!!!erm...I'm not that fat either..it just that I'm a big framer...ehem...

My craziness become worst,when I 'been in the child section.Everything was cute and outstanding!!!The price is really at par as the quality,and if u are a bargain hunter and have a time for searching you can find very valuable stuff with very good bargain....too bad non of the item cater my needs nor size...uhuk!!!

After spend about an hour there,I've got an idea what is Mark and Spencer Sunway Piramid all about,and what is the goods selling there,and It definitely will be added to my shopping list wish.As I'm going to Langkawi this weekend,so I persuaded myself not to buy anything here,as I'm gonna to convert my crazy over the Legend Island,so I postpone my intention to buy at least a piece of blouse later.

As I wanna to step out,my eyes gluing to this John Cena the wrestler shirt.My son's favourite hero,he is a really a big fan of this guy....Its very difficult to get this quality shirt of John CEna,so I decided to buy,dammed it......it cost me RM99.90 for a T-Shirt?Do you guys gonna to buy this?????????

I forget my intention to buy my own blouse...because I wanna to save,but when it comes to my son's thing,which I know he really likes it,(but didn't even request for it),I become weak,very-very weak....You know,kinda mother's feeling,to fulfill whatever your kid wish....pheew..that is in my case though...

So,that is all about my Johncena entry for today......

I am addicted to J-CO Donuts

I am having a last piece of J-CO donuts now....erm...daaaaaaapppppppppp.........................

I felt in love with this donuts a month ago,but I Knew about this donuts and it's 1st outlet at PAVILION KL earlier,but it didn't effect me though,as I'm not a donuts lover.....

Now,ever sinced I first tasted the 1st bite,I always miss J CO,luckily it has outlet in Sunway Pyramid,near my office.Nyum..nyum....Oooo J-Co I'll pay you a visit again tomorrow...wait for me please...

Do you know that this J-CO is originally from Indonesia,all of the staffs and ingredients also imported from there,so if the shipment from INdons is delay,they will not produced the certain donuts....I've read in GLAM mag that the ingredients for this donuts is come from all over the world!!they picked the best one,..No wonder the donuts is soo yummylicous,and still soft even though you already store in the fridge for a few days.The half dozen of J-Co can last only a day for me...itupon kalau akak control,kalau tak sekali adap jer aku blh abiskan semua....


ERrr..is donuts can make me fatter?which is harm?rice or donuts?

tadke story,citer donuts pon jadiklarr...

Weird watching TV habit...

I am not an avid TV watcher,in fact I seldom watch TV what more a big screen.But last night I watched it until 2.30 am,can you believe it?A person who really knows me,know that I sleep early ?very very early.Yes,as early as 9 pm?What a boring person I am kan?But this year,As I'm getting older,I try not to sleep before 10.30 pm....huhuhu...INSYAALLAH.



Ok,I have a confession to make.....,actually I like to watch TV alone...sound weird???but I seem cannot concentrate watching TV if other people around me,especially when they making much noise and like to comment and predict what happen then and that about the movie while I'm watching TV..errrr...very irritating.But,if you happen to see I'm watching it with other people,I'm not concentrate actually,I do that for the sake of relationship....I just didn't know,why I don't like watching with other people....heheheh..


If that is not weird enough?how about these one?While I'm watching,I also cannot sit still ,I will folding the cloth,holding something to clean the dust/furniture,surfing the net through the laptop,sending sms,reading etc,I simply tak reti duduk elok,.....otherwise I'd rather lay down on the sofa or on the bed(tengok tv sambil baring blh,itu pon mata jer tengok tv,tangan still gatal main2 rambut....)...and this will keep me static and concentrate to the movie...and again...provided If I'm alone,...huhuhuhu..


Last night ,I watched Star Movie !!a movie entitled "eight below" if I'm not mistaken...very interesting story,about the loyalty of 6 dogs in Antarctica,It's kinda touch my heart,I Feel really sad..I think it was base on a true story.When its getting late my eyes cannot close,so after the end of the movie ,I switched to HBO,pon interesting jugak,I forgot the title,but Its about a killer story and dishonest wife...after 2nd movie finished,I still cannot sleep,but I forced my eyes to close,as I have to work tomorrow.I couldn't believe I can watch marathon movie back to back.What an experience...hahahaha...



Today,I'm all alone at home,so I take this advantage to watch movie again....2 movies to be exact.Look like that I'm addicted to this big box now,provided if I'm alone.....hehehehe


Eh,talking about big box ni,remind me my college day,where I ever debated about this matter in college debate competition "television is done more harm than good"where I pro the TV,we loss by the way...hehehehe

lost again....

When I reached home this evening,my son told me that he lost his watch again,....what?lost?again?I shouted,again?He seem didn't feel any regret nor any sad ,but I for one,silent for few minutes,thinking about the watch ,I just bought in Singapore last Christmas,as a present for him, ,after his circumcised two weeks before,konon nak suruh dia simpan as a sentimental valuelah,ini jam yg mak aku beli,masa aku baru nak masuk alam dewasa..... the watch is just being less than I month old,and the worst part is,I not even receive the statement for the credit card (which I used to pay the watch...)wawawawawawaaaaaaaa.....mak hangin nih!!

I don't know how to teach him to love and appreciated thing,he feels nothing when he lost his belonging,I'm kinda sad of his attitude...(tapi I pun macam tu gak,is this inherited from me?).This is not the first watch he lost,but countless be it the expensive one not to mentioned the cheapo one..Ohhh...no , my poor baby....Barang2 lain jangan cerita lah.....wallet lagilah selalu hilang....aduh mak...

Although he is my only child,I didn't spoil him,with luxury ,I just buy thing,that I think is necessary for him and I teach him the value of money and the important of saving for the rainy days,but as a result,just now he said that-Mama,I think u don't earn enough salary,because I always cannot buy whatever I want,I suggest that u get help or ask donation from TV3,but mama,I think they won't help us,if they see we have this house and a car,right mama?

I feel sad.....but I quickly explain the whole scenario.I hope he understand.(Inilah padahnya,kalau berkawan dgn anak2 org kaya,(I mean his classmates)yg sebut jer nak apa,dapat...)

To my son,Life is not about being wealthy(its good if u have it though..(wink-wink)

be moderate....
hidup ini umpama sebuah pendakian,
teruslah mendaki,
tanpa ada rasa jemu dan lelah,
tanpa sedikit pon kau goyah,
usah kau menoleh kebelakang nak,
kelak kau payah,
tetapkan niatmu yang satu,
biar apupun rintangan,
kau pasti tiba jua ke puncak...
Gangguan adalah cubaan,
yang memusnahkan impian,
yang mengagalkan rancangan,
kerna kealpaan bakal memusnahkan,
Persetankan segala halangan,

Kau pasti berjaya...
kerna ibumu,tidak pernah jemu berdoa,
agar dirimu menjadi insan berjaya,
tanpa ada palitan noda....
Ingat nak,
bersusah dahulu itu lebih baik,
dari kau bersenang hari ini
lalu tersungkur dikemudian hari,
kerna kesannya tak tertanggung...

Salam Penuh Kasih Sayang,
Mama
16012008

Errr....Am I out of topic?heheheh,sorry teremosinal lak arini....

Kinda new resolution...

I know its pretty late,and today is already middle of January 2008,but new year of Hijriah Year is still blooming rite?

I know that part of my 2007 resolution is not achieve,but yeah..at least,I never give up and still put more hope that I could be better person day by day.

Lately my temper is easily going up...especially to the people who closed to me,instead of taking care of their feeling,I tend to get mad easily and express my anger to them,provided if they make me angry.....So one of my resolution this year is to be more patience,lenient and less talking,to avoid bad words come out from my mouth.

I never create problem to people,never care whatever people want to do,but I do care what people think and talk about me.sound weird?familiar?I just can't ignore them,I will think and think,and think about that whenever possible.I want to change this actually,I want to be ignorance...and stay peaceful,no matter what people might think about me.

One thing I want to change about me is,not to put much hope to the people I ever help,because it tend to make me feel disappointed,in that case,is that SINCERE is the correct word?U know,whenever I help people,I give my heart and soul,not to mentioned the whole bunch of RM,but in return when I need help,(normally is not form of RM)they are kinda not as full heart as I am to help me,If you cant help tru your time or whatever,could you answer me in good manner or at least give me kinda a motivation words,to keep me going to the next level....Arghhhh....I hope too much from people,because I think people has the same thinking and perception as me,and it turn out to be opposite.

I want to avoid people that always give problem to me,ahaks!!u know,such people who always come to you and ask for money...ewwww,I allergic,its not that I'm boasting over here,but that kind of people is didn't know how to manage the life actually,whenever they have money,the spend all the money like its the end of the world.ahaks!!...secondly I want to stay away from the people who always think that everybody is wrong but they are right...I couldn't stand that selfish attitude.It can drive me crazy.In short.I want to stay away from people that can make my head messy...serabut...tak suka...menyesakkan otak,buat semak...I want to befriend with happy people jer....but Off course la when a friend need a shoulder to cry on,I'm willing to be all ears....

That's all for now,
lotsa love:-
JUST ME

The Pavillion

Finally...Yes I mean finally I off to Pavillion.
I heard about this exclusive mall since Ramadhan last year,but only today I managed to pay a visit.Not bad at all.As I only buy the thing that I really need,and off course when I have a budget for that,so I think PAVILLION is an okay for me,provided the are on SALES...heheheheh...Remember I'm not married to Royal family,infact my other half work very very hard to earn every single penny,So I should very carefull in my spending...

I ended up buy a white Guess hand bag (ewww...I know,that brand is no longer be m y friends fav brand as they now switched to Prada,Bally,Coach,and LV.but I buy things depend on my budget not others,futhermore Guess is okey what?)and the best thing is I can buy my son first UNITED COLOURS OF BENETTON shirt at 50% off,the brand that I never cross in my mind that I afford to buy....but I bought it in PAVILLION,the most PRestige Shopping mall in Town...Thanks to Allah...for this rezki.

Alhamdulillah,my visit to The Pavillion for the 1st time today,was a pleasent one,I've lotsa freebies such as
1)I received RM50 PARKSON voucher,just by showing my AMEX MAYBANK card(To be redeemed for purchased of RM200 above,which I top up to buy my GUESS bag)
2)Free special meals from ZANG TOI cafe,twice,as I ve 2 receipt of PARKSON which I paid with my AMEX MAYBANK card.
3)Free parking which I redeemed at PAVILLION INFORMATION COUNTER just by showing my RM100 and above receipt(u know rite,that the parking fees at this glden triangle area can cost you a bomb,so this is much relief to me)ALHAMDULILLAH...

Oh by the way,we dressed to kill when we been there,we'll make sure we dress our best,and wear all the branded outfit as we can,top to toe...ahaks!!!If not, nobody will entertained you or more horror not even look at you,if u dress like u wanna to go to Pasar Malam,hahahaha...like I said,people now tend to be JUDGEMENTAL!!they forget the phrase 'DONT JUDGE BOOK BY IT COVER"...

I even pay a visit to COACH boutique,which I see is way too expensive compared to COACH boutique in Singapore or Indonesia.The rest,I only survey few b outique that fancy me,to survey the price and silently took the photo tru my camera phone,as a reference for my next visit to Singapope this June.

Overal,I like this PAVILLION,althought nothing much I can buy...but enough for me to know what is IN now,or at least when people talk about PAVILLION,I hadmy 1st hand experienced.

Till we meet again..
Daaaa.....

Chaos of the day

This year,I plan to spend my weekend at home,rest and relax,no more hanging out at the shopping complex,visit a friends ,what more an outstation journey...

Today,I cooked nasi ayam,the best in my own taste buds...ahaks!!at my mom's house nearby,after having a lunch,I go home,and took a nap,very good sleep as raining heavily outside...suddenly I received a sms from my friend that I suppose to visit her today that she is on the way to my house?and she will be arriving in 10 minutes time...Can u imagine,that short notice?????I almost mad and shouting at her...but thinking of her good intention to visit me and sharing the good news that she's pregnant again...I suddenly Beristigfar....

But dear friends,I Beg u,Please,please and please give me an earlier notice if u wanna to visit me,I think you don't want to see inappropriate me either rite?Where got time to prepare myself,the meals,to clean the house balablabala

The second chaos is about my latest maid.She just been here a week ago.But since she's here ,all the things go the other way round.I for one have to teach her A to Z,which I'm very hate to do,to take care of hr food,do the laudry as she did'nt know how to operate the washing machine,and she knows nothing about household work,but she claim that she's been working in Kuching for 3 years for the past 2 years,but seem that she knows nothing....Oh ..my....she even didn't know how to boil the water using electric kettle,and not even know how to use an iron...To my horror she always forget to lock the upstairs doors whenever she's going out to hang the cloth.

My patience end when my mother complaint about her,as she is the burden to my mother,since my mom has to monitor her work,such a jerk...and what a waste time u see...not to mentioned my other half,who's really very fussy cum Mr.Perfect cannot stand the messiness and the dumbness of this maid.As a result,I send her back to her agent,with thousand apologised,but to hear my other half mumbling and complaint endlessly about this maid,I'd rather loss my money to pay the reimbursement rather than keep someone irritate us in the house...

So ladies and gentleman,this is the finale episode of my maid.I swear I wont hire live in maid anymore,enough is enough...IF I really need help,I will get someone who come to my house on,when I really need...that's it...or It will back to normal,where my mom's maid come to clean my house one a week...that's it...case closed.

If u 're in my shoes,what do you do?are you still keeping the said maid?arggggggggggg...nak sonang jadi susah....inilah padahnyo nak sonang sangat...rasainnnnnnnnnnnnn

Today's rambling

I can't believe I am a blogger now.
Tq to my good old buddy aziah,who encourage me to start this blog.The thing that I always waned to do actually.
Its really make my day,as I errr...love to write,ever sinced my childhood days.

But I decide to remain anonymous,as what I write,may come from my hurt,the expression of my feelings,my happines,sadness towards people etc...and people tend to be judgemental sometimes,I am not fancy that.I for one is a happy go lucky person,but deep inside me is,I'm very shyness type of people and I seldom express my feeling to other people,so ladies and gentleman....let this blog be my canvas for me to express whatever I feel k.

Yesterday,I gave this blog add to my schoolmate,which I lost contact more than 15 years,We just coincidentally met tru the email add,we just met up about 2-3 months ago,and it always happy to catch up with your old buddies right?he knows more about me tru my fotopages,which off course portray the happiness side of myself,and she might think that I'm rich enough as I always travel oversea and go vocation and dine at finest restaurant almost every month,but when she read this blog,she really get shocked,because she never knew,that I keep the other side of me....
Well,that's me,so let me remain hide my identity k....

To you guys that I personally give u this blog add,u're my true friend,i believe in you....I know u 'll always be with me up and down...May God bless u..

Naaah....forget the dull story...I need to pen off now,As I want to go to 'PAVVILION"The latest exclusive shopping ctr in town,I've never been there...but I hear many scary story about that place,I mean the goods there is too expensive and exclusive to buy....and I for one like to torture and challenge myself to go there,and buy something from there,nothing scared me..(although i only will end up buying a pair of ........socks....hahahahahahahah)

Till we meet again,I'll continue tomorrow.....

refreshing....

Seem that I abandon this page,quite sometime,reoson?because I smply don't know how to post a new entry:-sound stupid???that's me...

Last night I received a sms fm a good friend of mine,asking me to leave a comment to her new blog.and that is when everything started,I try very hard to repost an entry here,so now,here I am....

My feeling?I 'm happy when I got a chance to meet up my college friends,we shared a good laugh together....thats make me feel good and happy today...

The sad one?when a friend, contfaront me of being iritating to her?ewwww.....I accept that,yeah because,if people did'nt express it to you,you never know,what actually people did'nt like about you....its ok then....

But my second thought is,this friens,always has unsatisfaction feeling towards people,it seem that we should care for her feeling,and I would say she is boasting type of people,she thinks whatver she do,is right enough for her,and I for one admit my weakness,very hard to accept critics,as I actually really care of the people feelings.....but it did'nt mean that I cant accept,it just that it takes ages for me to think about it....long,very very long,and I might avoid talking to the person......but yaeh,I did'nt hate them of course...